I'm really sorry I can't take the time off to blog as often cos it's really hard for me. For the past few days/weeks I've been really very busy with my stuff and I feel very guilty about it. You know, Life seems to dull and endless that sometimes you just feel like giving up. That happened to me lots of time (in a sense not commiting suicide but like really feel like dropping everything down and then just not doing anything). But in our lives, it seems impossible to achieve this.

I'm really guilty and I do apologise to 2 groups of people. Firstly, is GOD, I mean everyday, we must really sit down and do some QUIET TIME but I've not been doing it. Like what Lynn said, sometimes, your eyes just feel so droopy and your brain is like in a wrecked that you can't "function" well and just wanna plomp into bed and sleep. I felt that way too... therefore, I really must pray to God for him to guide me through my life. (Which means less slacking and more hardworking +)

The second group of people out there is of course you people. My cell members esp. the guys. I;ve been not bonding well esp. when it comes to going on outing(s) and stuff like that. I do apologise sincerly cos it's hard for me to follow you all. My parents are like really busy and sometimes when they are free they wanna spend time with me. And they are kinda worried about my health so they didn't allow me to go for PLANET SHAKERS (which i would looooooveeeeeeeeeeeee to go to)

*sobs*

Anyway, here's a song dedicated to all of you wonderful guys out there.

Don't Give Up, You Are Loved (Josh Groban)